I couldn't sleep...I'm waiting for a call...for my phone to ring...
A very silent night yet my mind is crowded with thoughts...crazy thoughts...and i'm frustrated...
Today's a very special day, not because it's Halloween, it's just a very unique day for me...
I wanted to wish this special person "happy b'day" nicely but...i couldn't gather up the courage to just dial the number and simply express my wishes...
Therefore, i'm doing it here...
I hope u are now enjoying ur best b'day ever with ur friends. This year, finally there are a bunch of friends helping u to countdown, singing songs to u..
I wish that you will have a lot of people wishing u happy b'day on this day of every years ahead so that u will never be lonely.
Yeah, u rarely view my blog and i think my blog is kinda dead to all of the readers...so maybe this message will never be sent out to u...
Lol...i'm acting stupid u c...saying stuff like "yea go on ahead, celebrate with ur friends...go on, just enjoy"...yet i wanted to spend this night with you...i just couldn't....
I just couldn't get into sleep...tears are pouring down like riverflow...naive or whatsoever...i'm just damn sad...so i ended up ranting here...
it's 3 am right now...and my phone is still as silent as ever..it's like it is never turned on...
Saturday, 31 October 2009
Sunday, 17 May 2009
CORRECTION!!!
Now only i realised that i had put BUDDY as BODY...WOOPZ!!!
SOrry see kee hahahahhaa...is BUDDY!!! HAHHA...
I'm giving u back ur honour....
woopz...sorry!!! LOL
PS: I Can't stop laughing while i knew what i had done...
SOrry see kee hahahahhaa...is BUDDY!!! HAHHA...
I'm giving u back ur honour....
woopz...sorry!!! LOL
PS: I Can't stop laughing while i knew what i had done...
Monday, 11 May 2009
Woolala...
I'm back to this abandoned-spider webbed-blog...How long did I not come here to update???
Alright..I shall start with my visit to my Ex-School ---> A M C...Familiar??? Before I start to tell u about my "VISIT" I want to remind u all that I didn't go back to visit my teachers or even juniors (wonder they still remember me) ...I just went back to get my bloody SPM cert...Well, a certificate is an acknowledgement for stg and why do i described it as BLOODY...I shall reveal the pain that I went through while obtaining this item !!!
Once upon a time, there lived a lil girl name Jo Yi!!! Haha....ok..too exaggerating...I went back to school with See Kee (long lost never in touch body) to get my cert. I knew the school didn't allow people who wear shorts to enter but I still wore it. Reached the school at around 12 stg and the big road was jammed!!! Lovely parents always reach 20 minutes earlier to fetch their children...Do they ever bother of the traffic jams that they had made? No...Ok back to business...I went inside to my school and asked the staff from the counter for the cert. She asked us to go inside to collect. The conversation went like this...
Staff : You cannot take the cert by wearing like this ---> Referring to my shorts...
Me: I just came back from K L...I will not come back anymore...
Staff:........
Me:.........
So she told us to go outside (maybe she wanted to pretend not to see my wearings bcoz the counter can only reveal the faces of ours to the people inside) and we did what she told...Thought everything will be fast and good until i met THIS BLOODY @$*%YR@*P$ &--------------------------> mstham
MT: You know, when u come back to the school u must respect the school...(used her eyes and stared down at my shorts)
Me: Yea right, I will never come back. (softly)
I didn't know whether she heard it o not...but heck ...GIVE ME A ROUND OF APPLAUSE!!!
Who is she to us to comment on our wearing...Does a wearing reflects the inner side of a person? Nope nope nope...NEVER...Typical mini brain people will only judge a book by its cover and that's the reason why they always failed to recognize who's good and who's bad...I think they expect us to wrap up ourself with blankets during this super HOT weather to school and even going out. Argh..They will never learn how to treat a student because they always stand on their point of views which may be wrong!!!
Lol...What a come back....by cursing my school with sarcasm at my blog....I didn't mean anything though...not saying the school is lousy. I came from this school, appreciated their teachings ..ACADEMICALLY ONLY..
Haha...I planned to put "XOXO you know u love me ...Gossip Girl" but nah....i won't...I ain't a person who likes to gossip......~trust me!!!~
~jo~
Alright..I shall start with my visit to my Ex-School ---> A M C...Familiar??? Before I start to tell u about my "VISIT" I want to remind u all that I didn't go back to visit my teachers or even juniors (wonder they still remember me) ...I just went back to get my bloody SPM cert...Well, a certificate is an acknowledgement for stg and why do i described it as BLOODY...I shall reveal the pain that I went through while obtaining this item !!!
Once upon a time, there lived a lil girl name Jo Yi!!! Haha....ok..too exaggerating...I went back to school with See Kee (long lost never in touch body) to get my cert. I knew the school didn't allow people who wear shorts to enter but I still wore it. Reached the school at around 12 stg and the big road was jammed!!! Lovely parents always reach 20 minutes earlier to fetch their children...Do they ever bother of the traffic jams that they had made? No...Ok back to business...I went inside to my school and asked the staff from the counter for the cert. She asked us to go inside to collect. The conversation went like this...
Staff : You cannot take the cert by wearing like this ---> Referring to my shorts...
Me: I just came back from K L...I will not come back anymore...
Staff:........
Me:.........
So she told us to go outside (maybe she wanted to pretend not to see my wearings bcoz the counter can only reveal the faces of ours to the people inside) and we did what she told...Thought everything will be fast and good until i met THIS BLOODY @$*%YR@*P$ &--------------------------> mstham
MT: You know, when u come back to the school u must respect the school...(used her eyes and stared down at my shorts)
Me: Yea right, I will never come back. (softly)
I didn't know whether she heard it o not...but heck ...GIVE ME A ROUND OF APPLAUSE!!!
Who is she to us to comment on our wearing...Does a wearing reflects the inner side of a person? Nope nope nope...NEVER...Typical mini brain people will only judge a book by its cover and that's the reason why they always failed to recognize who's good and who's bad...I think they expect us to wrap up ourself with blankets during this super HOT weather to school and even going out. Argh..They will never learn how to treat a student because they always stand on their point of views which may be wrong!!!
Lol...What a come back....by cursing my school with sarcasm at my blog....I didn't mean anything though...not saying the school is lousy. I came from this school, appreciated their teachings ..ACADEMICALLY ONLY..
Haha...I planned to put "XOXO you know u love me ...Gossip Girl" but nah....i won't...I ain't a person who likes to gossip......~trust me!!!~
~jo~
Wednesday, 25 February 2009
Disappointment...
Got my results...GPA 3.6167 ...1B 1B+ 2A- 2As
A "no" from my dad...swinging his head from left to right...right to left...
Granddad said..."Didn't get all As??? Then is nothing much but useless"...
Have to work harder...
~jo~
A "no" from my dad...swinging his head from left to right...right to left...
Granddad said..."Didn't get all As??? Then is nothing much but useless"...
Have to work harder...
~jo~
Friday, 20 February 2009
My Holiday...
Holiday had started for days...
I had wandering without aims for days...
Money was flowing out like waterfall...
Flowing into games and entertainments...
Well...I just wanted to write something here...
I'm apparently very free...
Detached from assignments and exams...
Thought of having a nice rest during holiday...
Father was pushing me to work for pocket money...
Sorta reminded by him that I'm doing nothing but play...
"Play" and "Doing Nothing" are symbols of a slacker...
That was what he thought...
Oh well...I had just passed my b'day last month...
Haven't got the chance to achieve anything great yet...
Not that i'm not capable to...
I'm just waiting for the chance to show my ability...
The time hasn't come yet...
That was what i thought...
Generation gaps are always obvious in families...
Parents are always superior to their children...
So ... being a child...we must abide by their words...
Because we were brought up by our parents...
They spent a lot on us...
Efforts + Money are the elements of "A LOT"...
They always say that they just wanted to see our efforts...
In the end they wanted to see results which can be proud of...
Children are not something to show off...
But to love and care...
Being a parent is a tough task...
Being a child is MI--> Mission Impossible...
We need to satisfy the hopes that our parents cast upon on us...
They wanted us to be this...To achieve this...so that we can be successful...
In the end...we had become puppets...
Following their footsteps...
Abandoning our own dreams...
Do you want to end up like this???
To be someone who is always in control???
What's your answer to this question???
Are you brave enough to stand for yourself???
My answer is ...
~I want to be myself~
~jo~
I had wandering without aims for days...
Money was flowing out like waterfall...
Flowing into games and entertainments...
Well...I just wanted to write something here...
I'm apparently very free...
Detached from assignments and exams...
Thought of having a nice rest during holiday...
Father was pushing me to work for pocket money...
Sorta reminded by him that I'm doing nothing but play...
"Play" and "Doing Nothing" are symbols of a slacker...
That was what he thought...
Oh well...I had just passed my b'day last month...
Haven't got the chance to achieve anything great yet...
Not that i'm not capable to...
I'm just waiting for the chance to show my ability...
The time hasn't come yet...
That was what i thought...
Generation gaps are always obvious in families...
Parents are always superior to their children...
So ... being a child...we must abide by their words...
Because we were brought up by our parents...
They spent a lot on us...
Efforts + Money are the elements of "A LOT"...
They always say that they just wanted to see our efforts...
In the end they wanted to see results which can be proud of...
Children are not something to show off...
But to love and care...
Being a parent is a tough task...
Being a child is MI--> Mission Impossible...
We need to satisfy the hopes that our parents cast upon on us...
They wanted us to be this...To achieve this...so that we can be successful...
In the end...we had become puppets...
Following their footsteps...
Abandoning our own dreams...
Do you want to end up like this???
To be someone who is always in control???
What's your answer to this question???
Are you brave enough to stand for yourself???
My answer is ...
~I want to be myself~
~jo~
Tuesday, 3 February 2009
等待。。。
与你共度的时光，总是过得特别的快；
来的缓慢，走得超快；
只希望时间可以停留在那；
因为想看你多一眼。
可悲的是，时间是不能停顿的！
只能过得快或慢。。。
当你跟我说你要回去时，
眼泪就不知觉地含在眼眶里，
一滴一滴地掉下。。。
实在舍不得跟你在一起的时光，
总是会有欢笑声，
一起打打闹闹，根本都没当旁人存在过！
等待。。。
对我来说已很熟悉；
因为它每一天都陪我度过；
不懂几时才能摆脱它；
因为它带来痛苦及悲伤。。。
希望
有一天
我不用再等你回来。。。
而是与你一起欢迎,
美好的未来。。。
~jo~
来的缓慢，走得超快；
只希望时间可以停留在那；
因为想看你多一眼。
可悲的是，时间是不能停顿的！
只能过得快或慢。。。
当你跟我说你要回去时，
眼泪就不知觉地含在眼眶里，
一滴一滴地掉下。。。
实在舍不得跟你在一起的时光，
总是会有欢笑声，
一起打打闹闹，根本都没当旁人存在过！
等待。。。
对我来说已很熟悉；
因为它每一天都陪我度过；
不懂几时才能摆脱它；
因为它带来痛苦及悲伤。。。
希望
有一天
我不用再等你回来。。。
而是与你一起欢迎,
美好的未来。。。
~jo~
Monday, 5 January 2009
CNY...
Chinese New Year --> The celebration of togetherness...Family and friends will be gathered together to celebrate each and everyday of it ...until the 15th day of the celebration...
Every year, relatives will be coming back to my house to visit my grandparents, some may even pass over night at my house. My grandparents are always very delighted to see their grown-up-children bringing along their own children coming back to visit them. I guess, every parents wanted to have this kind of merry and warm feeling when their old.
While my house is very crowded, I always feel that I'm alone in this celebration. Somehow, I feel lonely. I wanted to go out with friends but I have to get permissions. I wanted to chat along with the adults but there are always gaps between us. I wanted to fool around with my cousins, but all of them are all interested in games and cyber-cafes as most of them are boys. Loneliness always emerge from my heart.
Adults having fun with each other, children having games with each other, while I'm always sitting in the living room, watching the same old CNY marathon programs or maybe sitting at a cool place with a can of soft drink, accessing to the net which i hope to find people to chat with.
Last year, I was a freebie during CNY. Sitting all the time at home, hoping somebody will ask me out to drink. Well, luckily i got to go out on the 2nd day of CNY. The rest of the celebration days, I actually spent at my working place.
But, the weirdest thing is, I will never hope that Chinese New Year will end. I hope that it can be prolonged although I felt helpless in doing nothing during the celebration. Till now, I'm still wondering why I always have this feeling. Why do I feel lonely yet I want to have this loneliness to extend.
Two more days to the annual Reunion Dinner of our chinese culture. All of my relatives will be coming back tomorrow. Hopefully, I can find at least a sight of exciting event happening for this coming Chinese New Year.
~jo~
Every year, relatives will be coming back to my house to visit my grandparents, some may even pass over night at my house. My grandparents are always very delighted to see their grown-up-children bringing along their own children coming back to visit them. I guess, every parents wanted to have this kind of merry and warm feeling when their old.
While my house is very crowded, I always feel that I'm alone in this celebration. Somehow, I feel lonely. I wanted to go out with friends but I have to get permissions. I wanted to chat along with the adults but there are always gaps between us. I wanted to fool around with my cousins, but all of them are all interested in games and cyber-cafes as most of them are boys. Loneliness always emerge from my heart.
Adults having fun with each other, children having games with each other, while I'm always sitting in the living room, watching the same old CNY marathon programs or maybe sitting at a cool place with a can of soft drink, accessing to the net which i hope to find people to chat with.
Last year, I was a freebie during CNY. Sitting all the time at home, hoping somebody will ask me out to drink. Well, luckily i got to go out on the 2nd day of CNY. The rest of the celebration days, I actually spent at my working place.
But, the weirdest thing is, I will never hope that Chinese New Year will end. I hope that it can be prolonged although I felt helpless in doing nothing during the celebration. Till now, I'm still wondering why I always have this feeling. Why do I feel lonely yet I want to have this loneliness to extend.
Two more days to the annual Reunion Dinner of our chinese culture. All of my relatives will be coming back tomorrow. Hopefully, I can find at least a sight of exciting event happening for this coming Chinese New Year.
~jo~
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